Assalamualaikum
as we all know, right now is a critical time for Malaysian, esp for sabahan people. the issue that getting worse each day seems like no ending to it. from a small intruders problem, now LD has become a war zone. i'm not the kind of person who gave much attention to other part of the world problems but now i do. i started reading papers again which i rarely do before, i keep update with what's happening there. not just because i care, but it's my country problem. i can be patriotic sometimes because i was in the army before. so, the country loving-obsession feeling is a must for an army.
i have a course mate who's a sabahan. she's originally from LD. she used to be posting happy, motivation status before in FB. i used to know her as someone who never back down or be a tearjerker no matter what happened. i was wrong. damn wrong. the issue at LD hit her like the bomb hit Hiroshima and Nagasaki. she walks around like a zombie. her body is here with us, but her mind and soul were flying high to her home.
i couldnt imagine if i'm in her position. crying would do. but i probably don't have the strength to go to class. but she did. i know she kept telling herself things would be alright but she surely knows that anything can happen.
i hope she will always be strong. i miss her being like a kid with sugar rush every time she walks into the class. i hope she knows that when she feels like she got no 1 to turn to, Allah will always be there. Allah is more than enough. i know it's easy to say than done, but we'll always pray for things to be okay again.
" Don't be sad.. Allah with us"
- surah At-Taubah (40)
