Tuesday, July 16, 2013

spiderweb blog

Assalamualaikum

dah lame rsnya blog ni x diconteng.. bukan malas.. cuma idea dlm kepala ni susah nk diluahkan.. bile da byk sgt bnda nk ckp jd x terungkap.. 

sejak gua jd foreveralone ni, gua jd semakin pndai bersastera.. xpe.. Allah ade rncgn terbaik buat gua ttg si dia yg bkl mengubah foreveralone menjadi forevertogether.. *pray hard

td gua interview adik gua no 8 ttg kriteria abg ipar yg beliau nk..

beliau bilang bakal abg iparnya harus pndai jd imam dan juga merupakan bintang bola sepak agar boleh bermain bola dgn beliau..

gua berfikir dgn bersungguh agar ditunjukkan jalan spy bile naik train atau berjalan2 di tepi pdg bola dan terjumpa jodoh gua scr x sengaja..

gua harus berhenti baca novel cinta dan tgk chick flick movie..


Sunday, March 17, 2013

in-de-pen-dant

Assalamualaikum

rsnya da lame jgk gua x kongsi ceritera gua kt cni
bknnya gua buat2 bz ke or hape
tp mmg gua bz..
weekend je la gua dpt memeluk bantal tuh smpai pkl 10 pg
ye mmg teruk perangai anak dara bgn lewat
tp weekend adalah masa gua nk re-energize balik energy

susah jd bdk final year nih
jadual mmg x padat mane
tp projek melambak baq hang


kdg2 gua penat jgk jd independent nih
sbb all the time org rs gua bole buat semua benda
padahal x
gua hanya manusia biasa 
yg kdg2 nkkan perhatian
mcm adik gua ckp
gua lack of love

tp xpe
Allah sntiasa ada utk gua
thank you Allah
:')

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

easy to say, very hard 2 do

Assalamualaikum

as we all know, right now is a critical time for Malaysian, esp for sabahan people. the issue that getting worse each day seems like no ending to it. from a small intruders problem, now LD has become a war zone. i'm not the kind of person who gave much attention to other part of the world problems but now i do. i started reading papers again which i rarely do before, i keep update with what's happening there. not just because i care, but it's my country problem. i can be patriotic sometimes because i was in the army before. so, the country loving-obsession feeling is a must for an army.

i have a course mate who's a sabahan. she's originally from LD. she used to be posting happy, motivation status before in FB. i used to know her as someone who never back down or be a tearjerker no matter what happened. i was wrong. damn wrong. the issue at LD hit her like the bomb hit Hiroshima and Nagasaki. she walks  around like a zombie. her body is here with us, but her mind and soul were flying high to her home. 

i couldnt imagine if i'm in her position. crying would do. but i probably don't have the strength to go to class. but she did. i know she kept telling herself things would be alright but she surely knows that anything can happen.

i hope she will always be strong. i miss her being like a kid with sugar rush every time she walks into the class. i hope she knows that when she feels like she got no 1 to turn to, Allah will always be there. Allah is more than enough. i know it's easy to say than done, but we'll always pray for things to be okay again.


" Don't be sad.. Allah with us" 
- surah At-Taubah (40)

Saturday, February 23, 2013

belaja lg

Assalamualaikum

this week officially last semester start
insya Allah if there are no obstacles and may Allah smooth the way
i will be graduated this october

dilema pelajar tahun akhir op coshla future plan
sama ada nk keja,kawen or smbung blaja
gua ade dua option je skang sbb kawen x masuk dlm plan lg
al-maklumla bakal hasben x jumpa lg
so gua kna hold plan nk kawen tuh
hahaha

gua rs nk smbung master trus
keinginan gua nk pegang gaji sendiri xdela meluap2 sgt pun
so, gua rs x nak keja lg
ke mcm mane
gua tgh kompius skang nih

Friday, February 15, 2013

result


Assalamualaikum

tepat 12 tgh mlm smalam result sem lepas kuar
gua da bole agak da pun
tp gua still rs cuak bile tekan butang login esmp gua
silap ari bulan org ingat gua kna parkinson
sbb gua menggigil smbil lap peluh

ye
gua bukanlah best student
dr 1st year mmg hanya mimpi nk dpt 4 flat
tp gua bersyukur gua masih duk dlm lecture room engineering  nuh
kdg2 gua rs knpla gua amik engineering
but at the end gua tahu Allah ada perancangan yg baik utk gua
so, gua go with the flow

nangis ttp nangis
nyesal ttp nyesal
tp itu usaha yg gua da berikan
dan hasilnya gua kna terima 

selagi gua x naik atas pentas amik scroll ijazah gua
its still not the end

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

kenduri kawen gua

Assalamualaikum

smalam gua pergi kenduri kawen abg sedara gua kt ttdi
gua x makan sgt pun sbb ralit layan baby mikail rayyan
reason gua suka pegi kenduri ialah makan free
haih x rupa anak dara langsung gua bg reasons camnih

lagi satu
gua suke pegi kenduri kawen coz gua nk dgr pendapat tuan papa gua psl kenduri kawen gua
beliau minx time gua kawen nnti suma usher kna pkai jubah
smpaila ke abg ahkak waiter
door gift harusla ade kekacang2 mcm pistachio dan kismis
disertakan dgn sebuah al-mathurat
ye..
bapa gua mmg islamic
music harusla dr cd zikir terapi hafiz hamidun atau album maher zain

itu kenduri kawen
skang lu bygkan gua kna cr husben mcm mane
x ke haru tuh
gua risau jadi mcm sorang ahkak dpn rumah tukang jahit favorite gua
dh 52 thn x kawen
fuuuh



Sunday, February 10, 2013

problem

Assalamualaikum

skang nih gua tgh ader satu problem
tuan papa sibuk promote psl sorang qari name youssef edghouch
SUBHANALLAH
recitation beliau mmg sgt best
suma nih gara2 gua kenalkan sorang qari name fatih seferagic
both qari muda lg
but recitation mrk
too beautiful

problemnya

tuan papa : "ayong.. papa nk pinangkan youssef utk ayong.. xpun fatih..xpun ayong cr husben mcm nih.."

gua: " Ya Allah.. permudahkanlah urusan.. moga2 jumpa la.. klu x, x kawen aku.."


Tuesday, February 5, 2013

kami guru malaysia


Assalamualaikum..

Hari ni hari rajin gua. Sbbnya gua bgn awl dan mandi awl sbb nk ikut puan umi pegi sekolah. Selalunya time2 cuti mcm ni mmg bercinta la klu gua nak mandi awl. Paling hebat pun gua mandi pkl 10. Gua malas nk mandi awl sbbnya akn busuk kembali slpas struggle buat kerja rumah esp menyapu dan mengemop rumah.

Sistem cikgu skarang x same mcm sistem cikgu yg dulu. Sumanya gara2 ade polisi baru nk meningkatkan prestasi pengajaran cikgu. Kdg2 gua kesian dgn puan umi. Mcm2 kursus kna pergi, mcm2 borang online kna isi. Setahu gua, tugas guru ialah mengajar dan membuat buku rekod pelajaran. Rupanya skang mcm2 benda cikgu kna buat.

Td, gua ade nmpak sorang cikgu berdiri kt depan pintu masuk sekolah. Gua ingatkan cikgu tu bertugas sbg guru disiplin utk denda budak2 yg dtg lmbt mcm zaman gua sekolah dulu. Disebabkan curiosity gua tinggi, gua tanya puan umi tujuan cikgu itu berdiri kt c2. Puan umi jwb skang ade program kasih di mana cikgu2 akan menyapa murid dahulu, mengucapkan hapi burfday pd bezday murid dan memberi ucap selamat pd murid. Program ini bertujuan utk menimbulkan rs sayang ant cikgu dan murid.

“RIDICULOUS” adalah perkataan pertama yg keluar dr mulut gua. Sungguh mengarot program ini. Ye, mmg btul pun nak menimbulkan kasih syg ant cikgu dan murid tp caranya salah. Zaman gua dulu, murid2 yg kena tegur dan sapa cikgu. Sbbnya cikgu adalah org yg harus kita hormat krn cikgu adelah salah satu sumber ilmu bertmbah. Tp skarang lain pulak jdnya. Gua risau satu hari ni, cikgu plak yg akn dikenakan tindakan sbb x sapa murid dl.

Gua rs bukan senang nk jd cikgu nih. Ade org tnya kat gua knp x nk jd cikgu sbb tuan papa dan puan umi cikgu. Gua jwb gua da tgk btp susahnya nk jd cikgu dats y gua x nak. Cikgu diberi amanat yg sgt besar. Suma cikgu main peranan bermula dr tadika smpaila zaman uni. Kt uni cikgu ialah lecturer. Nk jd cikgu kena sabar dan byk bersabar. Lg2 la perangai bdk2 skang mmg susah nk kawal.

Kpd mrk yg akan bergelar cikgu satu hari nnti, gua ucapkan gud luck dan semoga jd cikgu yg berdedikasi. Jadila cikgu krn anda ingin mengajar dan mencurah ilmu pd murid2. Ikhlaskan hati. Jdkanla cikgu2 veteran sbg role model.

Sekian. 

Monday, February 4, 2013

blog 3

Assalamualaikum
ini blog gua yg ke-3
blog pertama gua terpaksa delete sbb byk sgt psl emosi
blog kedua, gua x brp aktif sgt guna email tuh

dan ini blog ketiga gua
dgn harapan gua akn kembali kreatif dgn menulis
gara2 cuti yg agak membosankan
tgn gua menjadi gatal nk menaip
sungguh gua x paham
time buat esaimen xdela tgn gua gatal nk menaip

blog ini berkisar kehidupan gua jer
xdenya gua nk post psl tips2 kecantikan ke
nk promote bisnes topup ke hape ke
lagi2 nk buat gosip psl retis 
sbb gua dan gosip mmg tidak sepadan

sekian..